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Birthdays

Today is my 59th birthday. If God saids the same, next year, I will celebrate a wonderful mildstone...60 years and inspired by life. At 29, I did not want to be 30. At 39, I did not want to be 40, and at 49, I could not believe that 50 was just around the corner. Today, I m 59. What a blessing.

After Divorce

Two divorces and still alive!!! When I knew that I was headed for a second divorce, I was devastated. How did this happen again. Wasn't he the one? I did not want to live through this again!!! Three years after my second divorce, I am still alive and pulling my life together again. I was only 23 when I married for the first time, and 27 when that divorce ended. When I delayed marriage for 18 years and married what I thought was a nice quiet name, I knew that this was it. Well...long story short, this marriage also ended in a divorce. Unfortunately, for all parties involved, I held on to this relationship past its expiration date and stated in the relationship for 13 years. Here I am at 59 with two failed marriages and I have made a decision to live again. Believe me this decision and state of mind did not happen over night. It took three years to get through the maze of confusion and grief. Since I have lost family members, I clearly can identify the signs of grief: dis...

Cooking

As a child growing up in Orange, Texas, I loved to cook. This skill was imposed upon me at the age of nine when my mother was hospitalized with diabetics. I remember a meal of giant meatballs, gravy and rice. My father praised this meal and I just knew that I could cook. After mother returned home from the hospital, I continued to cook. Other meals consisted of vegetables and dessert. I can still remember that first cake with white frosting created with just regular table salt. Mother always complimented my meals. The more they voiced those compliments, the more I cooked. When I married, my first husbands just didn't enjoy my Louisiana/Orange flair of cooking. As a result, I turned to tuna helper. One day after almost a week of tuna and hamburger helper, he told me that I could not cook. As a result, the love for this art died. Although my second husband, complimented my meals, the love for cooking just was not there anymore. For some reason, I just did not believe tha...

Journals: Blogs and Fountain Pens

I enjoy the art of journaling. This medium provides me with an opportunity to express my views and feelings. The electronic journal or blog is primarily used to express views. I saved personal feelings to my trusted fountain pen and journal. Since I am aware that a blog can be viewed by anyone, my personal and private thoughts are never shared. Why? These thoughts can be misunderstood; as a result, the fountain pen becomes a trusted friend for journaling.