For too many years, I tried to pleased everyone and finally lost sight of me. I chased dreams that had only been words whispered from my father and yet I took them on as my primary mission in life. I only lost all chasing a PhD. When I finally realized that what was meant for me would catch up with me, I cried.
Through the decades that passed, I only dreamed of one time accomplishing this dream so at last I would have time to spend with art. As a child, I lost to draw but soon realized that I must accomplished what my father said I had to do. I must go to college. Indeed I went to college I stayed for forty years. In the mean time, I purchased paint, collected art instructions books, tapes and DVD's and only hoped that one that, I could do the art.
As I approach year 60 of my life, I have stopped trying to please people and strop chasing dreams. Although these dreams have not died, I realized that what is meant for you will come and that I no only had to chase them. This week, I made a decision to live or start living. I can breathe, I can relax and I can enjoy life. I will no longer look to the right or to the left. I will forge ahead and embrace this life. What this does mean is that I will still make some mistakes along the way. But I will live, I will hope and I will dream. In doing all of this, my Father in heaven will give me the desires of my heart and the dreams will come to me.
Through the decades that passed, I only dreamed of one time accomplishing this dream so at last I would have time to spend with art. As a child, I lost to draw but soon realized that I must accomplished what my father said I had to do. I must go to college. Indeed I went to college I stayed for forty years. In the mean time, I purchased paint, collected art instructions books, tapes and DVD's and only hoped that one that, I could do the art.
As I approach year 60 of my life, I have stopped trying to please people and strop chasing dreams. Although these dreams have not died, I realized that what is meant for you will come and that I no only had to chase them. This week, I made a decision to live or start living. I can breathe, I can relax and I can enjoy life. I will no longer look to the right or to the left. I will forge ahead and embrace this life. What this does mean is that I will still make some mistakes along the way. But I will live, I will hope and I will dream. In doing all of this, my Father in heaven will give me the desires of my heart and the dreams will come to me.
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