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I met a man with a heart of gold. For three months we shared each others company and conversations. Then the calls came fewer and fewer apart. When they did come, he was always returning calls. Since he was always enroute to some location, the calls were always rushed.

When I first noticed this oh familiar pattern of a man running, immediately, I said he is not different. The patterns intensified and I said i off. I was told to stay and change my pattern of running. I stayed and played nice. Nice is over and common sense had been engaged. If you want me, treat me like a queen. Why? You are treated like a king. If for some reason you can't , say goodbye.

My orders to stay the course have expired. I am not sad. This man allowed me to open up and share. Could he have been a way station or merely placed in my life to warm my heart? Anyway, I don't regret the time we spent together.

If for some reason my judgement is not off. it's solid. If he stays, he must prove to be worthy if me.

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